Blog break

Yes, I won't anymore post in public for quite a long time now. I'm just so out of myself lately. So damn depressed, lost, mad, hurt..Shit, all the bad things. Can't see anything good..

I'd like to think that this is just a side effect of a sickness that has been with me since high school perhaps. But I'm not sure, and I don't anymore care. I don't even anymore think of consulting to a doctor. I really don't care now.

Anyway, just wanna say sorry to people I haven't noticed or hurt unintentionally. I'm just having the lowest of the low lately, just please understand. Gotta go..